Well another little update on whats going on so far, since my last operation nothing much been happening. Apart from the usual pain and feeling really shitty but I think I'm getting used to it now.
keep going to hospital for check ups every month, went to a meeting with doctors, they have given me some more bad news now. Told me they can't do any more operations to my leg due to being too dangerous to my life, after they cut through my main Vein. That upset me allot because I do need a new hip because mine is no good, and my femur is still broken.
So now they told me I will be like this for the rest of my life and need crutches to walk all the time, which was a little bit of a shock to the system. I'm still seeing the psychiatrist he as given me tablets for depression and to help me sleep.
I'm still getting letters from job centre to go for interviews for work, still recovering from last OP and they want me to get back to work. Makes me laugh all the people out there not worked for years and nothing wrong with them. but they want me back at work now with a broken femur and hip. Just makes me so mad how the hell they get away with it, I'm struggling to get by with the money I'm on and they get everything they ask for. They must know how to fill the claim forms in. Anyway good luck to them just wish they would tell me how they do it.
I feel loads better in myself it's just the medication that I hate most it makes me feel like shit most of the time, wish I could get off it. The doctor is trying to help with that though it's like being addicted to drugs, the feeling I get when I'm due to take em is so horrible. Just don't want to do anything or even move it takes a few hours for them to kick in then i feel fine until I'm due for next lot.
I'm getting out abit more though that's something I suppose, So you can say I'm getting better in a way bit happier in myself too thanks to family and friends. Still along way to go though but I'm getting there, nothing much more I can say at the moment but I will be back as Arnie would say.
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